bloody hot

its bloody hot..
bloody hot....
bloodily hot....

shit.

so going to fail so going to fail

i am so going to fail the catchment mgt paper
so going to..
so going to...
so GOING TO FAIL!!!!!

shitty-pie....

exam blues...

i hate it when the semester comes to an end... especially when the exams have to make their mark for a grand finale and bring up all the guilt & regrets i have for not paying enough attention in lectures and tutorials...

i think i have had more than the fair share of exams most people my age had, after going through 2 diplomas and a degree.. i wonder why this hadn't made me more prepared for exams...

this is the period when i will get IBS, tension headaches, backaches, shouldaches, hunger pangs, overwhelming drowsiness, gaming-addiction.... anything to keep me away from my notes...

sigh.. all my new year resolutions on working hard are gone.. all the promises of having to put in more effort "the next time" are long gone too... I can't even revive the initial drive and motivations i had for all these promises... sigh..

i am definitely not hardworking... i dont work smart too... if not i wouldnt be procrastinating and driving myself into this state of exam-depression....

ok, AED module taught me to face my fears!!! acknowledge my weaknesses!!!!

I AM A SUPER BIG FAT LAZY BUM WITH NO SENSE OF URGENCY FOR ANYTHING TILL THE LAST MINUTE!!!

LET ME BURY THE NOTES AND PLAY GAMES TILL THURSDAY MORNING AND CRAM JUST BEFORE STEPPING INTO THE EXAM HALL!!

pui~~~ i wish....

i forgot that i am a scaredy cat and "perfectionist" too...

bye bye.. time to hit the notes again..

literature review for my fwens

i'm feeling so damn sleepy and tired now even though its only 2pm in the afternoon...i just realised that my blog is all abt assg assg and more assg.. haha.. so boring.. my life seems to be full of assgs.. actually, i only have the inspiration to blog whenever i am doing assg because its a good way for me to get my mind off assg for awhile and alsoo...... to procrastinate.. whahahaha...

i can't wait for exams to be over.. then i will be free from student-life like finally.... however, i will miss the queen of archive xi shua shua and giammy after graduation... after having spent 2 years together (4 to be exact).. and even having slept for 2 weeks together (!!!!!)... i think it will be very weird not having them around anymore.. i won't even see giammy on saturdays in between classes during tuition anymore... and i will most probably be archived by xi shua shua soon.. who knows.. she might have set a timer for reformatting liao.. sobs. sobs..

sigh.. even though i don't want to.. i think i will miss life on campus... not the studying and mad assg rush parts.. but the happy moments like gossipping in between lessons, msn gossip sessions during tutorials, facebook kaypoh surfing sessions in gis lab, feasting in canteen and mac :D , passing time and doing assgs in library cafe, shopping in bookstore... even the gossips session on the bus and train home is fun... not to forget the fun time checking out boon lay new extension...

to make things worst, the new pioneer mrt station that will save us from the overcrowded bl station has to open only juz weeks b4 we graduate... and the hopefully is lao chang kee stall at the station isn't even open yet.. sigh...

hopefully we will be able to bring our very treasured friendship into the next phase of our life and not be forgotten or archived :D

if u two dare forget me...
giammy, i will camp outside ur house to take "flamingo" pictures of u and tag on facebook
xi shua shua, i will go outside ur house and shred onions~~

wahahahaahaahahaha!!!!