DEAD line (s)

One can be dead only once. Once u r dead, you can never be alive to die again.
Then why do I have so many deadlines?

School deadline(s)
15th Oct : 10,000 word thesis
17th Oct: AMX journal
2?th Oct: Resource Mgt Essay
23rd Oct: 351 group essay
24th Oct: Critical thinking presentation and group report
26th Oct: ACW reflection 4
30th Oct: ACW reflection 5
31st Oct: 351 group learning package
Critical thinking individual lesson package
ACW dramatisation + discusssion
12th Nov: Resource Mgt Exam
13th Nov: Multicultural Studies Exam
19th Nov: ACW 10-page Individual Paper

I don't know how I am going to go through all these... I feel dead already...

Personal Deadline(s)
15th Dec: Wedding photoshoot
Lose 5 kg (at the correct places)
Have thin arms for photoshoot
Make sure I have no pimples
Have fair skin

Although I have deadlines, I also have a reborn line :)

Reborn line(s)
Last day of tuition on 18th Oct!!!!
Crab feast with hubby after exams !!!!!!
Sleep till 3pm from 1st Nov to 3rd Nov!!!
Sleep till 3pm from 20th Nov to 29th Nov (Must wake up earlier to celebrate bday on 30th)

a tribute to nie yong tau hoo

its only week 3 of school and i am piled with countles deadlines and work to do... and to make matters worst... not only am i taking quite a few different modules from ah xian n cereal.. NIE YONG TAU HOO has closed down!!!!!!!!!!!!!

not being able to eat my comfort food during lunch made the hours i spent in nie quite unbearable...
the thought of being able to order kway teow soup with cuttle fish, tau pok, mushroom (yum!), bittergourd, fried eggplant, bai cai, seaweed chicken, "the thin rectangle piece of brown thing", meat ball and red chilli always motivate me to sit through boring lectures and tutorials... it is always exciting and adrenaline-rushing when i "run" to the canteen during lunch breaks, especially at around 130 to 2pm, because at that time there won't be much things left to pick so i will secretly pray that there will be at least 1 cuttle fish or mushroom left and the happiness & satisfaction i get when there's something left is enough to last me till my classes end.

the best time to eat yong tau hoo in nie is around 1030, because not many people will be at the canteen yet and the selection at the stall will be most complete. sometimes if the auntie is in a good mood, i can take up to 3 mushrooms. no matter how many items i take, the bowl of yong tau hoo + kway teow never go beyond $4!!! and u muz know hor... the fish meat they put inside the items are not just "surface" only lo.. there is quality in every item. and the soup..... so perfectly brewed that i can find no word that can describe its goodness without under-rating it. (ok, i am exaggerating abit)

these 3 weeks, i don't really look forward to having lunch in school anymore. even canteen A in ntu is boring to me... coz the q at macdonalds is always very long.... and the foodcourt is always packed.

yong tau hoo, i miss you.
you r the best thing that happened to me in nie (except knowing my pals of coz)

no matter where you go to, yong tau hoo mood swing auntie and actions very slow uncle, i wish u all the best in your future endeavours!!!!!

hooray for nie yong tau hoo!!!
hip hip , hooray!!!

Shun Bian post

I have to write a blog as part of assessment for a module. Since I have an entry on the portal already, I might as well also post it here huh. Yeah.. my blog has revived... shortly. .

Here it goes...

A Teacher is an Adventurer

Sheena’s adventurous journey into teaching...

My journey into choosing teaching as a career wasn’t straight-forward. Upon graduation from polytechnic with a dip in business info tech, I wasn’t sure if I want to pursue a career for the rest of my life in my field of study. I tried working in a translation company as a project manager for about half a year and the dull work routine almost drove me crazy. I knew then that a 9-5 job is not for me.

I went into direct sales, selling over-priced household appliances for close to a year. I got to roam about freely and could talk as much as I like during work and I loved that! However, after some time, I found no satisfaction and sense of purpose in selling things that might be of no use at all. During house visits, I found out that there are many children who have very little parental supervision and support in their schoolwork, especially in less well-to-do families. They can spend the whole evening watching television or playing with their friends at the park or playground. I was horrified when I saw a school workbook that is almost empty even though it was nearing the end of a semester. The first thing I thought of was: the teacher is terrible!!!!! Why isn’t she doing something to help the child????

On one of my cold calls, I got to know a young Chinese teacher who was teaching in a primary school. What my new found friend told me about teaching seemed very exciting and challenging so I decided to try for a place in NIE, with the silly vision of saving children from irresponsible and boring teachers (oops!).

Teaching never came across my mind till I met my teacher friend. My career aspirations include being a cartoonist, cartoon voice-over, zoo-keeper, storybook illustrator and story-teller. During my contract teaching stint, I found out that being a teacher can actually satisfy almost all of my career aspirations! I can read big books to children and pretend that I am a big bad wolf or an old man with croaky voice, decorate the classroom with drawings, teach the students how to make cut-out animals etc.. Without the usual workload of a full-time teacher, teaching was “superbly” enjoyable!! However, my teaching practicum experience gave me a real view of how a full-time teacher with a tight curriculum is like and I must admit that I was disillusioned. On nights when I have to stay up till the wee hours to prepare lesson plans and mark students’ work, I wished that I can strike lottery and pay off my bond.

Many of the students in my practicum school come from broken homes. It was my students who kept me going because many of them remind me of the children I met when I was doing sales. After knowing my students well, I felt the need and urge to make a difference in their lives. I feel very happy when I know that they look forward to coming to school. I am extremely proud of them when they show improvements in their work. I nearly cried when a boy confided in me about his abusive grandfather. To me, teaching is an adventure because there are many possibilities that I can make happen if I want to. There are many ups and downs in teaching due to the heavy workload and students from different background, but no path is perfectly straight and that’s why it’s challenging. Recalling why I want to teach at the different stages of my teaching career revived my passion for teaching at this point in my life. I want to equip myself with more skills, right attitudes and beliefs before I embark on my teaching adventure next year.

P.S so that no one will say “your teacher is terrible!!!” to my students :)

pentium 1

my CPU has been v slow slow..
issit becoz it has got a virus?
it kept hanging and going into hibernation mode..
maybe there're too many processes going on inside it for the past few weeks.
right now its in the mode of:
what am i gonna do next?
what's the sequence of tasks to complete?

programmes like 'ROM Planner, 'Search-Engine for Assignments', 'LQN Word Processor 2008', 'Financing Beijing Trip' and 'Lose Weight in 60 Days' have been causing file corruption and disk fragmentation.

pOohh..

i donno... but sometimes i feel that i can't handle so many things at the same time anymore and i feel suffocated.. is age catching up with me? or am i just losing the drive?

although its been hanging at the back of my head and has been surfacing much more frequently nowsaday.. i've to tell myself that i've to stop regretting crossing-over to the BA prog..

where has my optimism gone to?
where has my happy-go-lucky-i-believe-everything-will-turn-out-the-way-i-want-and-if-it-doesn't-thats-fine-anyway spirit gone to?

i've to find my focus asap. Time to give my disk a clean-up?