stressed

i am feeling so stressed up now!!!!! arghhh~~
so many suay things happened to me over the last 2 weeks..
juz to name a few of my suayness: lost my concession card with 3 days worth of bus and train rides.. laptop crash which cost me 190 bucks to repair.. MOE messed up the 2.5k stipend i'm supposed to have received last wednesday and the bdcjhdbcecb personnel dept havent been replying to my mails for the past 5 days.. Haiz..

i think i am barely surviving my degree course..i feel so stressed up.. i can't write essays :~( i can think of many things to write and have many points to put in but I take a long long long long long time to put them in words and proper sentences that are rhetheorically correct and align with the question.. Haiz.. how am i gonna score in the exams at the end of the year that are essay-based???? i am in deep deep shit..
so what if i understand the content.. so what if i lOve geog.. if i can't write, i am nt gonna do well in the end..

feeling and depressed and suay.. sometimes i wonder whether i made the right choice in taking the crossover.. i guess i will only see what i reap after sowing for the next 2 years.. Haiz..