ending of term break

today is the 2nd last day of the term break..

my term break is totally unproductive and wasted becoz i was sick for 4 days.. was in and out of a "semi-coma" with temperature wavering from 38.9 to 39.2 degrees from sunday to wednesday.. yes, i have fever again!!!! sigh.. and this time its due to a throat infection.. i think i have over-worked myself the week before, sleeping only 2-3 hours everyday to finish my assignments.. and why can't i finish my assignments in time??? --> coz my pea-size brain works too slowly..

i ended up with uncountable number of ulcers in my throat and on both sides of my tonsils.. so basically i can't sneeze, cough, talk loudly, eat, drink without wincing in pain..terrible hor.. how on earth did the ulcers get there? did i scratch my throat with the food that i ate??? hmm...

as a result of the fever, i didn't managed to do any work at all. i could only read the materials for the reflection when my head was clear.. and think of what to write, causing yet another bout of headache.. luckily my fever finally subsided and i was able to go to school on thursday to do my map in the lab.. then i felt so groggy when i finished coz i haven't got used to being up for so long..

Met up with shippy to go sign up for Boxercise (!!!) at the CC near our hse and we went for our first session today!! as i have not been exercising for about a hundred years, i found it really exhausting.. my muscles were aching and my hair was soaked with perspiration after merely 30 minutes (and we were in an air-conditioned dance studio!!!) boxercise is actually quite similar to kick-boxing. we did kicks, punches, jabs, crunches and push-ups... however, i like kick-boxing better, coz it is more rhythmatic and has a faster pace..
i feel so happy that i am starting to exercise again :) at least i have 1 hour of vigorous exercise every week so even if i don't jog or swim i won't feel so guilty... hahahaha..

now, i have to finish up my GIS technical report and my 1000 word reflection.. hopefully i can finish by tonight so that i do not have to stay up late on weekdays and end up falling sick again....... sigh...

To my small brain:
dear brainy,
please work hard tonight for me okie? i promise i will treat you to nice books and movies and brain boosters if you help me think of good ideas and points to complete my assignments.
love ya, sheena

stressed

i am feeling so stressed up now!!!!! arghhh~~
so many suay things happened to me over the last 2 weeks..
juz to name a few of my suayness: lost my concession card with 3 days worth of bus and train rides.. laptop crash which cost me 190 bucks to repair.. MOE messed up the 2.5k stipend i'm supposed to have received last wednesday and the bdcjhdbcecb personnel dept havent been replying to my mails for the past 5 days.. Haiz..

i think i am barely surviving my degree course..i feel so stressed up.. i can't write essays :~( i can think of many things to write and have many points to put in but I take a long long long long long time to put them in words and proper sentences that are rhetheorically correct and align with the question.. Haiz.. how am i gonna score in the exams at the end of the year that are essay-based???? i am in deep deep shit..
so what if i understand the content.. so what if i lOve geog.. if i can't write, i am nt gonna do well in the end..

feeling and depressed and suay.. sometimes i wonder whether i made the right choice in taking the crossover.. i guess i will only see what i reap after sowing for the next 2 years.. Haiz..