pentium 1

my CPU has been v slow slow..
issit becoz it has got a virus?
it kept hanging and going into hibernation mode..
maybe there're too many processes going on inside it for the past few weeks.
right now its in the mode of:
what am i gonna do next?
what's the sequence of tasks to complete?

programmes like 'ROM Planner, 'Search-Engine for Assignments', 'LQN Word Processor 2008', 'Financing Beijing Trip' and 'Lose Weight in 60 Days' have been causing file corruption and disk fragmentation.

pOohh..

i donno... but sometimes i feel that i can't handle so many things at the same time anymore and i feel suffocated.. is age catching up with me? or am i just losing the drive?

although its been hanging at the back of my head and has been surfacing much more frequently nowsaday.. i've to tell myself that i've to stop regretting crossing-over to the BA prog..

where has my optimism gone to?
where has my happy-go-lucky-i-believe-everything-will-turn-out-the-way-i-want-and-if-it-doesn't-thats-fine-anyway spirit gone to?

i've to find my focus asap. Time to give my disk a clean-up?